My 20th birthday

2018 June 10

summer vacation.

hazel, "give me a book you dump, idiot lia.

Lia said," why you read it, we are traveling darling you don't need to read. I said," I love to read, it's my passion to explore other thoughts about life, now got it, give it to me."

Lia," yes here is your book. I said,' thanks for your good gestures, I am going to the toilet.

I Came into the lobby, where's one Guy 24 year old wearing a brown t-shirt and bag pack trying to open up the Train emergency door.

I don't pay attention, I think it's his matter maybe he belongs to train authority or staff and stepped into the toilet. In 30 seconds, I heard the noise of air buzz.

I feel curious to know what happened outside, I quickly washed my hands and opened the door of the washroom.

Where I saw that guy opened the emergency dooroom, and his hands were shaking. He stepped forward, the air pressure was too high, I was thinking that what he is doing.

He had no idea that I was staring at him, he was continuously trying to reach the edge then suddenly he tried to jump. I screamed loudly and Quickly pull his T-shirt.

He said," Don't touch me just leave me....." I saw his emotional face, his eyes full of tears.

I pull him Immediately towards myself and he falls on me. He continuously looking into my eyes for about 5 minutes. I said," get off on me you idiot."

He quickly gets himself from me. I stand and locked the emergency door.

I said," what the hell are you doing here, are you made..... you idiot."

He said," why you closed the door, and why are you interfering in my matters."

I said," oh, first of all, you have to thanks me, I saved you from this horrendous act. He said," Horrendous act....! are you mad."

He moved towards the emergency door again, I moved in front of his and blocked his way with my arms and I hold the lock by my hand.

he said, you mad girl, leave my way...

I don't permit you to do suicide..... he said, who the hell are you girl to give me permission."

"You need to understand it's wrong," I said.

I push him and he lay down on the floor. I saw his facial expressions were telling his pain, his watering eyes describing Strom of emotions.

I came forward to him and he bands down on the knees and sits on the floor. I sit on the floor with him and said," tell me what happened to you."

he starts crying, I was thinking after seeing his face, how could be someone that much helpless. I hold his hand " what happened to you why are you doing this " I asked.

he said," nothing! I wish I could die."

After hearing these words, I promised myself to help him in any condition.

" life is all about a second chance, I don't know what's going on in your life and why you want to commit suicide but I say that it's wrong. This is not a way to deal with your problems."

Then we heard the voice of the train horn. He looked at me and I looked at him.

" there is a sign of a new beginning," I said.

I saw the Train supervisor was coming, I get up and "Hay you!.. sad person please get up," I said. He gets up immediately and we stand like a statue.

Train supervisor that big bodybuilder wearing a black cap and uniform came closer to us and asked," What are you doing naughty couple."

I looked at him, Shockley," yuu couples! what that's come from."

That big man glance over my scarf which was in my hand and my rough hairs make him doubt.

The train stopped at the station, I looked at his face and make a happy smile with my innocent face but it's not work in my case, I don't know why...

He kicked off us from the train at railway station without listening anything. I screamed, oh big muscles, it was not my fault, I was helping him.....but he can't Listen anything.

I Heard voice of train horn, I glace over suicide Guy " oh Train is going you idiot my passport, friends, mobile phone, money everything is in train.

He don't pay attention towards me and said," so what! who tell you to interfere in my matters."

I give him angery expressions " you idiot, I saved your life...."I said.

I start running towards the train and screaming," please...stop the train Lia..stop the train." but nobody listen me.

I glance all around the station everybody was staring us.One men came to me closer and give me two dollar and said, I have that much money, I hope you will find more."

I sit on the floor with head down, now what's gone happened with me... I saw Train and that's makes me cry..that suicide Guy was watching me. He came to me and said," My name is Austin."

I saw him with ugly face " So what! Austin, my train is gone and I don't know what to do here, it's just because of you."

"No, it's all because of you...why are you behaving like a angel who helped everyone. first of all you have to learn how to help yourself." he said.

He give me his hand and I hold his hand. he pull me up.We both glance over the time clock, it's about 1am.

I said," where we are! "

He said," it's Greece railway station but I don't know the exact City..!"

I saw one lady with blue dress was coming and she have one bulldog puppy in her hand. I screamed, hello you lady.... can you tell us this city name !"

Lady start staring us... and she moved on without saying anything.